I have no idea why am i feeling this way.... It all started after training session..I felt that i didnt performed during the session..i was unsatisfied with my performance... to add it on... we had supper at Bencoolen Kopitiam... i thought i would be ok.. but apparently not... the journey there was just a killer... it's like walking down a memory lane... while waiting for the rest to get their food... i was sitting down and looking at the spot that we sat... Sweet ol memories... and how much i miss those... i wonder what all this things mean to him... all i know.. i mean alot to me... i treasure every single moment spent with him... sigh... eventhough he's coming back pretty soon.. i'm not looking forward to it coz i know...it'll bring me more heartache rather than happiness... and i have to agree with Huzzy.. Love is a sweet misery....